Monday, May 31, 2021
Sunday, May 30, 2021
Saturday, May 29, 2021
Thursday, May 27, 2021
This borrowed delusion is coming to an end.
Tuesday, May 25, 2021
Sunday, May 23, 2021
I'm going to be in my feels for a little while. I finally lost my Aunt. She was my last remaining blood relative. I'm an only child. My Aunt lost both of her children in tragic accidents. The older one in a car accident, and the other to fire.
It's sort of hard to admit to myself, and now the world that, I don't think my mother really loved me. She was not even 13 when she had me. But my Aunt loved me enough for both of them.
I guess I wasn't quite prepared to have no blood relatives at this age. Usually this happens to people much older than me.
(I have turned comments off, because Im not sure I'm that really ready to talk about this)
Saturday, May 22, 2021
Friday, May 21, 2021
Wednesday, May 19, 2021
Tell me how this works again?
Friday, May 14, 2021
Previews.
Wednesday, May 12, 2021
What does it say about me that the biggest problem I have with this hacker group that took over a pipeline is that they didn't even spell the name creatively. I would have gone with darksied.
Tuesday, May 11, 2021
Monday, May 10, 2021
Full casino.
Last week a guy I know told me he turned 4 grand into 150 grand with Dogecoin.
Of course I told him this was the most dangerous market I'd ever seen. I'm like - "it's based on nothing - right?"
He says - yeah. But money is money.
I tell him to keep his stops tight. But I know he doesn't have any stops. These people are just flat out gambling. Because if you had four grand to invest, why would you put it in Dogecoin rather than something that wouldn't vaporize tomorrow.
Things I wish old people knew.
Why is it when you do a good deed for someone - they always turn out to be an energy vampire? They will literally "one more thing" you to death. And you wish you'd never made the effort in the first place.
So, when you get old - don't make younger people regret entering your orbit. If they do something nice for you - don't make yourself like getting duct tape off in a wind storm. Be brief. It might make them want to do something nice again.
Instead it turns into some hostage situation where you are trying to find any exit. AND you run the other way next time you see them.
That is all.
Friday, May 07, 2021
Remember when this used to matter?
Thursday, May 06, 2021
Unmarked.
Wednesday, May 05, 2021
I sure hope everyone doesn't decide to sell at once.
"The Fed is boxed into a corner. Powell knows it. Yellen knows it..."
‘Zombie’ Mortgages Come Back to Haunt Property Owners after Great Recession.
Sunday, May 02, 2021
Saturday, May 01, 2021
Friday, April 30, 2021
I'm already reducing my fire danger and picking my bug out hotel for when the power outages hit! Add savvage drought to your bingo card, cause we here. There is no chance to make up now. Farmers are going to get zero water. We will get to see how much progress the utilites made in isolating grids. People are going to be fighting mad if they shut of power this year. Mark my words.
Just put up anyone sane Republicans. ANYONE. For gawds sakes.
Wednesday, April 28, 2021
It's frustrating how intellectually dishonest people are right now.
Tuesday, April 27, 2021
You don't win elections by being worse than the other side.
Last night, clips from Tucker Carlsons show started coming through my feed. And normally I wouldn't have watched it, but he was telling people to confront "us Zealots" and call CPS on children wearing masks because it's child abuse.
I thought to myself - this has to be what Jews feel like when people compare everything to the holocaust. Because, if people think having a child wear a mask is child abuse, you seriously have no understanding of what child abuse is. I also think you might need to seek therapy. And not in a snarky way. In a very genuine, DEEP, you need to do some serious self reflection kind of way.
I do. I was in a children's shelter for 30 days. And you can assume by how long my stay was - it was a pretty serious matter. I was a ward of the court from the time I was seven years old until I became an adult at 18.
To invite a government bureaucracy into peoples lives (especially this one!) is next level fucked up. You can never get this particular agency out of your life. There is no moral equivalency to being harassed in a supermarket. Although I don't understand why anyone spent any time on people who don't want to wear a mask. This is genuinely a self resolving problem. CPS is one of those agencies that once you are in it, they are a part of your life almost forever.
Additionally as I got older I grew to feel that being removed from my home was almost as traumatic as what got me there in the first place. They yank you out of school and then you have to live in a mini jail for 30 days. You are removed from everything you know. So I would say I'm fairly triggered.
All I know is that the more Republicans become everything they claim to hate - we are gonna lose elections. Republicans need to stop this shit.
Saturday, April 24, 2021
Focuses the mind.
Summer is apparently canceled. Everything I planned for the summer is getting rescheduled till the fall.
About a month ago I had to sign my first liability waiver to start attending conferences again. Which basically said I hold the venue harmless. But today I had to sign another one which was a bit more direct.
Maybe they thought no one would sign up for these things yet. I think they just wanted to say - we aren't sure you understood us. You could die. I mean, I think this is how this whole thing got started was from one medical conference. Right? These are the ultimate super spreader events.
This is the first line:
"I assume all risks and accept sole responsibility for any injury (including, but not limited to, personal injury, disability, and death), illness, damage, loss, claim, liability, or expense, of any kind, that I may experience or incur in connection with my participation.
I hereby release, covenant not to sue, discharge, and hold harmless Questex LLC, its employees, agents, and representatives, of and from any such claims, including all liabilities, claims, actions, damages, costs or expenses of any kind arising out of or relating thereto."
It goes on to say:Friday, April 23, 2021
Thursday, April 22, 2021
Yesterday a guy I know walks up to me and says " So and So's brother was in the hospital for five days after the J&J jab.
I was completely stunned because the shot has been on pause for a while.
I finally mutter - is he okay? He says, no. He's still having neurological problems. I then ask if he's still in the hospital, and he says no.
Then I asked when he got the shot. Because as I said, it's been paused for a while.
He said he got it two days before they shut it down.
I haven't been able to talk to the other guy yet. So this is speculation. Innuendo. Hearsay. Rumor mill. But wow - I wish I never heard that story.
For the record I am neither anti vax, or pro vax. I think I'm scaretyvax. When I see there aren't many problems I feel better, and when I hear more problems I feel less better.